Today is Christmas Eve and I feel numb, none of it makes any sense to me, not that it did particularly before, but it makes even less sense when your family members are missing. Outside the world is light and fluffy – people doing last minute Christmas shopping, laughing, being together, overflowing with love. I just got back from town and burst into tears. I miss my Mummy SO much, it hurts, it’s quiet, deathly quiet and she is nowhere to be seen.
I know I’m not alone, please know you are not alone either. I want to wrap you in my arms and hug you, whoever you are. You could make yourself known so I can send it directly if you like.
I’m thinking of you and sending love x